Today I saw you ...
You still the same, physically because psychologically everything as change, I don't know if it was with everyone or just with me and those around me.
You look the same, the same eyes, the same smile and you even walk in the same way. But something is missing, your smile is different, looks fake, and I miss your voice. It's missing everything that you were before. The sparkle in your eyes it's gone and now your eyes are just empty and you don't even look me in the eyes, you can't do that, I don't know why.

Now you're just somebody that I used to know 

I don't know why but sometimes I want to see you because I miss you but sometimes I just want you far away from me because you hurt me ... I think that I still love you and I believe that someday you'll talk with me ... Even when my heart say: He doesn't love you, he will never ever back for you, don't be stupid. My head stills stupid and thinks: He still love you, he's just confused and he'll be the same again ... I look so crazy you know. Somebody understands me? Or am I the only one?

I still miss you after all !